So tired of the lifestyle I have developed over the last few years as a work-at-home business owner, I have decided to pull an all-nighter tonight with the goal of actually attaining some semblence of a normal sleep pattern. I have told myself for a few years now that it is in my best interest to stay up late and work, as a programmer, those are my best hours. Problem is, during those hours…I rarely work. So I think it is high time to man up and start actuallly getting out of bed while the sun is still east of me.
So I have some goals for today:
- Take my kids to the park (Thanks Romans 8_37 for this inspiration)
- Join the local YMCA
- Pay bills (WOOOOO-HOOOOO!!!!!!! And I mean this non-sarcastically! We had 3 sales last week and there is actually money to pay ALL the bills this month RIGHT NOW!)
- Spend time in the Word and in prayer
- Finish testing my latest build
Ill report back for a matter of accountability at the success level of these goals….
Since the recent Summer Jubilee with my youth group, my brain has been swirling, cleaning out nooks and cranies, and finally starting to come down to some semblence of order in the myriad of thoughts that have been crashing around up there.
I know God has called me to ministry….it is unclear yet whether that lies in youth, church planting, both, or touring speaker. I am praying about it, and am probably years away from an answer, but I seem to be leaning towards church planting……go figure…if you had asked me 10 years ago if I thought I;d see myself doing something of that nature I would have dropped to floor laughing hysterically! However, back about 2000, I was asked to take over as caoch of my church’s softball team. I was hesitant, but the previous season’s coach assured me I was qualified, insisted he’d help, and gave me almost no choice anyway. I had never led “men” before. I had worked in youth ministry since I was 18, but a “leader of men?” NOT ME! Well, I looking back, I made some mistakes, overplayed some guys, underplayed others…in the name of winning. We finished second only because someone scheduled a missions trip during the last week and playoffs of our season. (WHAT WERE THEY THINKING?!?!?) j/k I did this another season until I had off-season surgery 
and couldnt play the following, then switched churches. After 2 years at this new church, we were invited to start a softball team and join a local league…we did…and I soon became the asst. coach. Before I knew it, I was leading a men’s bible study….I had become a leader of men.
Kinda scary, as I often question my own maturity and all but sobbed reading through “Raising a Modern Day Knight,” wondering how I was gonna teach my son what it meant to be a man, when I barely knew myself.
God has laid some things on my heart….much of it can be summarized by a emerging missional doctrine. We need to start being missionaries in our own neighborhoods….our own towns. We need to start an evangelism model of outside-in (Thanks Pete for putting words to my thoughts). Meaning we build relationships with non-Christians “outside” of church, slowly brining them closer to Christ until they have a relationship with Him, and then continuing to disciple them while bringing them “in” to a church. We need to get back to some of the traditional things we have thrown aside. Nothing, mark that–NOTHING, can get in the way of the following…
- God created us to live in community with Him
- We separated ourselves from Him with our sin, bringing destruction and pain into our world
- He chose to save us from ourselves
- Jesus came down to earth as man to be an example of a sinless life
- Jesus died on the cross in our place, paying the penalty for our sin
- He rose from the dead on the third day, conquering sin, death, and most importantly, Satan
You can debate on most others (This isn’t an exhaustive list of the things on which I will not bend) but these cannot be touched. Period.
We need a gathering of believers that is without judgement, respects one another, loves one another, believes the above, has a heart for missions, both abroad and across the street, desires to constantly be morphing in order to better relate to the culture of the time, and most importantly, preaches the Word.





















